The genetic counselor called me that afternoon with my results.  For some reason, I already knew them, which was why I wasn't surprised when she told me that our baby was indeed "high risk for Trisomy 18" with a "90%" probability.  Even though it wasn't 100% certainty, I was calm and accepted the verdict without … Continue reading The results are in! →

I was having a surprisingly hope-filled and joyful morning.  I was intentionally focused on the Lord and was playing some favorite worship music while singing to Him in the kitchen.  I had just hit "send" on a message to my church small group where I attached a photo of my son with the caption "Grateful" … Continue reading The scare →

My husband and I are headed to my first visit with the local maternal fetal medicine group that I am being referred to.  We are grateful that a friend is watching our children so that we can go alone to this appointment and hear the verdict with less distractions.  We sat in the waiting room … Continue reading Doomsday →